Thinking

Hi there.

I've been itching to write stuff, but I'm too lazy/tired to hand write in my journal. (and Sarah inspired me to start my blog again).

So I've been doing alot of thinking lately. I'm not sure I'll write too much of it on here. It's mostly just reflection on what makes us who we are. What makes us happy. What makes us sad. What makes us decide to be a joyous person. What attracts us to others. What attracts other to us. (Chad said girls have spaghetti brains, so most of my thoughts are all over the place.)

Why do we call ourselves Christians is all we do it stand for worship and hear (there a difference between hearing and listening) a man speak? How can we justify claiming His name when we don't put any effort into His body, His works? Why is there that barrier that stops us from just letting loose? Why do we think a person is "out there" or "missing a few links" for expressing love to their Creator? Why do we automatically assume something that is different is something bad or untouchable? Why do we form cliches when "opposites attract?"

Why is it that we let others pull us down versus pulling them up? What dictates whether or not we will be "great?" Why, when we know the truth, do we fall for lies?

I'm going to bed now. PotK in the morning. But I'm still thinking....